hahah.... you will no believe what i haerd today...

me: (i was actaully ignoring alex and she was blabbing)
alex: blah blah blah....
me: ( i heard her say something strange)
alex: ... hot asian guy...
me: what?!?!?!?!? OH NO YOU DIDNT! did i just here you say hot asian guy?
alex: yes.
me: : oh lordy...
alex: well actaully wait..... i meant to say cute....
me: sheah right..... you actually thought that an asian guy was hot.....

what a sucky day already...

dude, im sooo freaking sad.... i came to my room to get something really quickly and also to show alex my fishy's when i looked and i noticed one of them had died.... :( im sooo sad now.... now i have 6 instead of 7....

so i spent all day yesterday, reading and writing... sighs, and i only got one paper done.... damn!


on a happier note, IT finally came, after 4 long ass months the fucker finally came! i swear it was making me and my boyfriend miserable. i felt like i was on PMS for 4 months... oh the misery.... you know its not fun too feel bloated for 4 months, and be pissy and super ass emotional. GOD! yes people i am talking about my damn period. and it really sucks that people just assume that becuase i havent had my period that i am pregnant... NO NO NO!!! my goodness. so yeah i never thought that i would be happy to see my period, but i am, becuase now i can start taking those damn pills! at last! yay! for once in my life i might actually be normal!

normal? hmmm what is normal anyways? hmmm im not get into this now... maybe later...

so theresa did the following... i think its funny...

MusicShapedHole: True, tink is small..
MusicShapedHole: Kinda like an asian's penis.
Baby1BreathAway: haha
Baby1BreathAway: and you would know how?
MusicShapedHole: I'm so going to hell.

bluedimplett: like that big?
bluedimplett: dude i was thiking like 4 incehs tops...
Baby1BreathAway: yeah
Baby1BreathAway: i want it small

i got me some fishys... yay! i got some new towels... yay! and i also havent been writing my history papers.... BOO!!!

im soooooo sad :( becuase i just found out my philospphy midterm grade, i got a C :(..... what the hell i really thought that i had done alot better than that. i really believed that i had gotten a B. damnit! and the worst thing is that from here on the material gets alot worse... sighs...

you know what i hate the most about the internet? those damn pop up windows!!!! grrrrr! i mean gosh could they be more annoying, im trying to read things and boom a freaking pop up. sometimes they come in like packs or something. one after another after another after another (get my drift?). grrr! and then it seems that you can never rid of them. aish!

scott still pisses me off, hmmmmm... will he ever get that not all women are attracted to him? he swears all women want him.... pssssshhhh yeah right.... yes he is cute but thats it. he is a lazy ass mofo!

i sleepy!.....

dude, its my 7 month anniversary, and what am i doing? im complaining on this thing, because my man is working :(
i will see him soon, we are not doing anything tonight becuase im tired and he will be too after work, so we are going to celebrate tommorow by attending part of muirstock and then dinner somewhere and then go watch better luck tommorrow.

yeah good stuff...

im in class right now, its soooo boring... help me! anyways moving on to new and better things.... wait there isnt anything new and better then my boring ass life. all i ever do is complain and state that my life is miserable becuase school is lame.

*sighs*

i hate scott my coworker... he sucks! need i say more? i mean, god i swear.... he sooo wants to get fired. my supervisor matt was hanging around the site and scott was hoooking his friends up with drinks for free. and i dunno if matt noticed though.... ugh! and then scott procided to complain about me in front of matt saying that i was being lazy and mean! omg! look who the fuck is talking..... asshole!

ok im done for now.

hahahaha, despite the fact that im sick, i still manage a loving smile....

everybody : awwwwwwwww

oh gosh dont make me blush.... :)

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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sooo i went to student health... umm yeah so they say i have fever (my temp is 107 degrees) and to just drink lots of liquids and take advil. the nurse also said that i shouldnt do much activity... does she know who she is talking to? good lord.... yes please i would like to stop going to class, and stop learning. i would also like to stop going to work and not make any money, since im so fucking damn rich. i just want to stay in bed the whole time .... nope sorry cant do that. my goodness! these people!

grrrr... im freaking sick... i no like it, especially becuase i had a paper due today and a midterm.

so, i borrowed this info from Anne's xanga site.... its really funny.



ROMANCE MATHEMATICS:

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC:

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH:

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS:

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS:

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.


LONGEVITY:

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE:

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE:

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED:

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped doing that after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

i just dont get it!

ok, so yesterday i woke up at 7am to go to an appointment, becuase of my period problem. i still have not gotten my period in 4 months... yes thats right 4! and well of course im very worried becuase this isnt normal. i mean ok i have had irregular periods since my first one 6 yrs ago, but 4 months is way too much. many people think im pregnant just becuase i have skipped for a long time now, and also becuase i wake up with morning sickness. Just becuase these 2 symptoms are symptoms for pregnancy does not necessaraly mean i am. i know im not. i have this belief that if you are prganant then U will know you are... you know you'll have motherly instincts and whatnot. plus i have already taken a pregnancy test about 2 months ago and it turned out negative. so ha! ok ok ok.... now ur thinking, "Marcy that was almost 2 months ago it may be different now" well, in that i went yesterday to student health to figure things out to see what is wrong with my body. the nurse practitioner made me take another pregnancy test "just in case". wanna know the results? NEGATIVE! ha! again i have proven to everyone that im not. they also took some of my blood samples. the nurse thinks i might have some sort of syndrom. ... whatever.

anywho, she also prescribed me some pills called provera, apparently they are supposed to speed up my hormones and what not so i can get my freaking period. god... i hope i get it this time. that way i can start taking the birth control pills. sighs!

ok ok ok... on a happier note i got paid yesterday.. alot! i guess it is nice to get paid $8.25 versus $6.75. becuase i have had such a bad week and of course a bad day i decided that i wanted to cheer myself up. i realized that i hadn't gone shopping in awhile becuase i have had enough money to pay for bills and whatnot. so i told my bf to take me shopping and out for dinner. we went to Casa de Guadalajara to eat (oh my gosh their food is soooo good almost like my moms food.) have to admit that i actaully had a good time their, both sam and i agreed that it was one of the best places we have been at together, it was perfect for us. i actaully got the mariachi to play a song for my bf... the song was "sabor a mi" which is our song in spanish. he was sooo happy becuase what i did was soooo sweet. yeah good times!

i went shopping afterwards at fashion valley and i ended spending about $120 but thats becuase there was a lot of stuff on sale and i just had to get it! yay! im very plesased with my shopping skills! i mean dude i got this real nice navy blue sweater at the GAP for $10.... c'mon you can't get better than that. i went to me mom's afterwards to show off my new stuff. when i got there, i was feeling a bit tired because of a long day... like seriously i felt like passing out at my parents house.

when i came back to my room i seriously knocked out within minutes. that is why i didnt put any new entries here.

so yeah thats it.... i dont want to bore all of you now... i know i said i had a crappy day ... but do u really care to know it all?

grrrrr... its too damn early for a freaking friday! i should not be up at 7am becuase this is my freaking day off. i should be able to sleep in. *sighs* anyways... im here at student health awaiting my appoitment. im trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me. hmmmmm.... normally when i wake up i wake up with morning sickness. NO! im not freaking pregnant! i have had this morning sickness problem ever since i was like 12 yrs old. i dunno what causes it, i have told the doctors many times, but they say they can't do much. i think its becuase i never go to an appointment with the problem.

today is different in that matter, because im definatly feeling the pain of morning sickness. actually this morning i woke up with massive pain. so in a way im kinda happy that i have it so they can see what could be possibly wrong... ya know?

oy!


:(

me no like what im going through! make it go away!




by the way, i hate how this thing doesnt spell check! annoyence!

i be tired. the end...



burn this house, burn it blue, ....... lost without you!
- frida soundtrack

hmmm seems to me that the world has turned against me... or so i think.

could today be any crappier? i mean seriously! gosh... lets see we can start off by me waking up... i had a bad nights sleep becuase of the rain. now dont get me wrong i LOVE the rain, but ever since i have had my room on the 10th floor i have disliked the rain at night. why u ask? well becuase my room is on the side where the wind hits, therefore, my window makes ALOT of noise, but i dont have a window i have a freaking balcony with glass doors. if i have the door open the the wind goes through and circulates my room which causes my door to make noise as well. let me tell you that sound sounds like someone is trying to break in my room ( it is not a sound you want to hear). if i close the door then, its a real loud howl, which also sounds not to comforting. so i woke up various times at night. it is times like this that i wish for a roomate or for my bf to spend the night.

i wake up like 20 min before i have to be at work, and of course i wake up with a fabulous tummy-ache. i get ready and run to work.

work = evilness.

i get to work and everything seems to be in place becuase the night people are good closers. i get everything ready to open. i realized that christina (closer) didnt leave as much water as she usually does. but im not that annoyed. i do the normal 7:30am rush that started at 7:55am ( becuase i guess everybody was running late). sarah arrives for her 8am shift (sarah is one of my fave peeps at work). everything seems in order. i do what i gots to do like all the morning paperwork. i got a call from another manager asking for some bakery becuase the stupid bakery place didnt give her site any food. so i had to give up some of my baked goods. anyways i eventually got around to make something for myself (iced caramel latte) and i ate a freaking croissiant (sp?) for breakfast. preeti comes by with the freaking philosophy hw. i look at it and of course it makes no sense to me. its real hard to "try" to understand ur hw at work but i tried and the more i tried to understand the more i got frustrated because customers kept coming. both sarah and i agreed that it is annoying that we get a customer every 5 min. i cant stop 'em or can i?

anyways, its 12:20pm and its time for yet another lovely rush. at this time the coke man arrives with the coke. (thanks to barak we were lacking coke and diet coke) after the rush i asked sarah to stock the coke fridge while i attempt to do the phil hw. lets keep in mind that sarah is a tiny petite asain girl. i mean i think she is like 90lbs. she cant pick up much at all. so after a while i took over stocking and what not, and guess what? barak once again didnt order enough stuff. i mean i told him waht to order but noooooo no one listens to me.... why? grrrrrrrrrrrr

sarah gets off at 1pm. and there was absolutely no water left. soooooo since my bf decided that he didnt want to come visit me i was screwed. becuase of a) i was hungry and wanted some food, and b) becuase that meant i had to go and fetch the water. and im such a girly girl and can barely lift 5 lbs with both hands. so i made 4 trips to the janitors room ( which is located on the second floor of the warren building) i definatly had a workout. my arms and hands were trembling from all that. i was starving. and i still didnt understand my hw. GRRRRRRR. anyways i got off work and i thought it would all end but noooo.

i had been wanting to get an airport for my computer. so i could have wireless internet access all over campus. so i went to the bookstore and finally bought it. i was very excited!

i wanted to test out my new form of technology, unfortunatly my stupid thing wasnt working. i almost wanted to cry becuase it didnt work and i had been all excited and stuff. i think i like tried to figure out what was wrong with my comp for almost an hour when i saw vanessa. i dunno what the hell but i think she really had the magic fingers becuase my wireless internet started to work! yay!

ok ok ok..... im done venting.

i think...


oh yeah wondering why this entry is so long? thank vanessa she said that my entires were not long enough.

hmmmm.... philosophy 10 is not as easy as many have told me... it is a bit tough, i condemn all those who have claimed that its an easy "A". actaully now that i'm thinking about it, i think that anybody who says the class is an easy "A" is full of shit. no such thing!

my new motto: your full of shit! *grin*

why does it seem that my internet becomes slower by the day?

One more cup of coffee for the road,
One more cup of coffee 'fore I go
To the valley below

- the white stripes

today is admit day, it is the day that we all must convince those annoying self centered brats, to come to this oh so academic school. and we must also convince the parents that we are not a party school, that their kid is safe here, no parties, alcohol, drugs, and sex... but the reality is that there kid is fucked up and already do all that shit. college brings them FREEDOM!





the end.

i have been up since 6am, hmmm 3 more hrs and well that would mean u have been up for a whole day...


too tired


will go to bed eventually... :x

I have a SECRET...


wouldnt you like to know???



well mayhbe if you ask i might kiss and tell.

People will forget what you said. And people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel –Unknown

well, i expected today to bad, but it wasnt that bad. i dont know why. eh, im very sleepy now.

i hate college, i hate college students,and most importantly i envy all those "smart" people. i mean seriuosly how do people pull off all nighters, and still get a good grade on their papers. i work on my papers for weeks and i get a freaking C+ at most. and how do they function with lack of sleep? the answer better not be coffee. sighs... im tired! :(

being depressed sucks... make it go away!



i hate being sad, damn all of those who have contributed to my sadness, you all shall pay. awww yes karma, i love it! i want to marry karma!


:(

i did nothing. i should be ashamed of myself right now. god what is wrong with me? i dont want to do anything, i think school is kicking my ass and its only second week? maybe i should just drop one of my four classes, hmmmm.... sounds like a good idea to me. *ponders* i just might do that to keep my sanity.

i hate daylight savings time, screwed up my schedule.

sleep is gooooooooooood.

...but mommy i dont wanna read!

yes people i have realized that i have not put any entries since wednesday, but you see you must understand that im a very busy woman. im always dead tired , so i have no energy to write any complaints! anyways nothing exciting on my behalf except that people continuasly(sp?) suck. sighs...

before spring break started i decided that it would be cool to buy a sea monkey starter kit (for those of you who dont know what a sea monkey is you should look it up on the net cuase im not explaning.) i started the hatching the eggs process on monday and i can happily say that they are the cutest things. i could barley see 'em 2 days ago but now i can see them. they are sooooooooo cute! i just wanted to say that everybody should have sea monkeys!

i hate stage managers... stupid stubborn jealous ass bitches!


the end!


.....


im dead ass tired!

i feel like shit... is it supposed to be like this? *sighs*