UPDATE: cheek is better.... still a lil swollen (nothing too bad though... hmmm at least i can taste again)

ok, sooo i had this game plan for the weekend. i was going to do nothing on thursday, study all friday and then a play, do nothing saturday because of the party i had for later on that night, and then today i would study most of the day, and meet up with acting partner at 4pm. i havent studied jack shit all weekend. i NEED too! fuck! that means i have to cram all day today. oy! anyways just felt like pointing that out. since i have decided to stay away from the net today.

UPDATE: my left cheek is still swollen... BUT not nearly as bad as it used to be. i would say im 70% healed... i guess maybe the doctor was right. that i just had an extreme case of sinus infection. (just my fucking luck, huh?)


i watched a play last night... it was called "full circle" dont ask me what is was about (i dont know... still trying to figure it out, then again i think it was obviuos. i was just too busy thinking about how hungry i was) it was really good. i mean it was pretty theatrical VERY theatrical.. i dont remember when was the last time i watched a play that entertaining.

Anyways, i watched the play with a guy friend of mine, becuase i didnt want to go by myself. afterwards went to mcdonald's ... yeah good times... went to sleep at 2:30am. sighs...

i have to go to a quicenera today... that should be fun... i havent been to one in a while. im kinda looking forward to it.

My left cheek is still swollen, but not nearly as bad as monday. It's healing.

MEN ugh!!! yes yes, i know that one day i love them, and then another day i hate them! is it my fault? NO! its not becuase they are the ones that cause the mood swings! ugh! so last night i had date and i got stood up! yes, im embarrassed. so i went online and threw my anger on anyone who was willing to take it in. Sam got it the worse, i had the poor boy on the phone for over an hour whining and complaining. Of course he did not know that i had a date. I lied, i said it was a girlfirend who never showed up. i cuoldnt tell him about a date. break his heart. oy... so here are wha some people told me about MEN. And these are all guys.


BPatLa16: how are you doing tonight?
bluedimplett: bad
BPatLa16: bad?
BPatLa16: why is that?
bluedimplett: i got stood up
BPatLa16: want me to make you feel good about getting stood up?
BPatLa16: i can if you want me to try?
bluedimplett: ok
BPatLa16: alright... first, have you been out with this person a lot of times before?
bluedimplett: first time
BPatLa16: ahhh then this will be easy
bluedimplett: k
BPatLa16: think about it, any man that is going to stand a girl up is probably a self-centered jerk, and isn't fun to be around... and if he would have showed up you would have had to spend a few hours tonight with such a jerk... sounds more interesting sitting and watching tv... and i am not a big fan of tv... but still
bluedimplett: i see
BPatLa16: if that makes sense
bluedimplett: he hasnt even called
BPatLa16: he is a jerk
BPatLa16 : you should be happy that him standing you up prevented you from having a bad time with him if you went out
bluedimplett: i guess
BPatLa16: that help at all?
bluedimplett: a bit
BPatLa16: alright... it is rare that logic wins out over emotions, but you can't blame a guy for trying
bluedimplett: thanks
bluedimplett: i appreciate it


bluedimplett: i got stood up:-(
yelloeruption: sorry to hear that...
yelloeruption: I am sure there will be another guy...
bluedimplett: its just that is annoying
bluedimplett: i have never been stoodup before
yelloeruption: yeah it sucks
bluedimplett: ugh
bluedimplett: men!
yelloeruption: on behalf of all men...I apologize for being jerks ;-)
bluedimplett: thanks

i'm waiting for my pumpkin pie to finish baking. 8 more min.


oy! i'm so sick. my left cheek is swollen. ay! it hurts so much. i went to student health and they said it was a sinus infection. i dont believe it. so now i have all these fucking anitbiotics! it sucks ass! i want the pain to go away!

FUCK, im thirsty! i'm always thirsty. i suppose it is a good thing. damnit! i have so much shit stuck in my head right now. i feel like a recording machine with all this freaking info from my acting class and other things. i dont know how actors do it. god im tired!


oh yeah, i didnt explain why i'm baking pumpkin pie. tommorrow my acting class is doing a pre-thanksgiving dinner. it should be good times.

and then...im sick! fuck me! and my legs hurt!

HAhahaha... how funny... almost true...

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

i HATE men!!! bah... i cant believe them sometimes!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

here are lovely convo : it is random!

bluedimplett: dude my throat is killing me
RiaCat2002: when did that start?
bluedimplett: monday
RiaCat2002: seems like everyone is feeling sick in some way or another
bluedimplett: oh yeah
bluedimplett: well its becuase i was outside with no sweater for 3 hrs sunday night
RiaCat2002: not a good idea
bluedimplett: yeah i know that now
RiaCat2002: stupid ERIC wasn't there to lend his sweater
bluedimplett: LOL! i KNOW
bluedimplett: well i was on a date, and he didnt have a swaeter
RiaCat2002: what kind of guy doesn't bring a sweater?
bluedimplett: a dumb one?
RiaCat2002: i dunno about dumb, but perhaps ill equiped
bluedimplett: LOL
RiaCat2002: a gentleman always offers a sweater, awww... does that make Sam a gentleman?
RiaCat2002: i take that back then


Eric... is a poohead... he is the reason for my anger!

ALL the DRAMA!!! when will it all stop? damn... i knew that when i became single again there would be drama again. MAYBE thats why i was in a relationship for so long. i was hiding from the drama. GUH! OH wells! it will go away soon... i hope! ill wirte later onmy drama. i hope, if i get the chance. im busy.

omg, isnt it just interesting? that ever since i did run crew for angels in america that THAT play would always huant me? bah! yes ladies an gentlman, i am doing a scene form that play for my upper division class. lord. when i heard that i was lile omg. too bad its not the scene that i want. oh wells.

interesting thing that happned yesterday... i went shopping for he first time in a month, becuase finaid finally went trhough and so no wi have cash and i was like i want new clothes! i bought the cutest beige spahghetti strap shirt... for a dolla!!! yeah a dolla!!!! and the best part was that it from papaya.... man im the bomb!

here are lovely convos:

Boink An Emo Boy: so you need to teach me how to get anchor blue boy
bluedimplett: ok i will
bluedimplett: :-)
Boink An Emo Boy: matt says i should just ask him to hang out sometime
bluedimplett: maybe, we have to see him first
bluedimplett: i must scope it out
Boink An Emo Boy: haha, why?
bluedimplett: becuase.... i must classify him
Boink An Emo Boy: haha, as what?
Boink An Emo Boy: like what are the classifications?
bluedimplett: we will see
Boink An Emo Boy: what are the different classifications?
bluedimplett: i dunno, i dont have a list
bluedimplett: i make them up
Boink An Emo Boy: well gimme an example of what you look for
Boink An Emo Boy: so you know how to flirt
bluedimplett: well.. its mostly how hard is it to conquer?
Boink An Emo Boy (12:10:46 AM): haha, explain what would make someone hard to "conquer"
bluedimplett: hummmm
bluedimplett: james?
Boink An Emo Boy: well
Boink An Emo Boy: i mean someone you've just met
bluedimplett: ummmm, i dunno how to explain
bluedimplett: i guesss how he responds to me
Boink An Emo Boy: well how will that work for me with him?
Boink An Emo Boy: since we're not trying to see how he responds to you, we're trying to see how he responds to ME
bluedimplett: i intimidate them
bluedimplett: i dont explain my tactics
Boink An Emo Boy: how are you going to teach me to flirt then monkey ass?
Boink An Emo Boy: lol
bluedimplett: watch and learn, like monkeys do
Boink An Emo Boy: haha
bluedimplett: lol


RiaCat2002: u know what i thought when eric said he thought he needed to tell me that he had lunch with u?
bluedimplett: what?
RiaCat2002: i thought that he felt he needed to run it by me first like i had to OK it or something
RiaCat2002: just so i knew what u were doing
bluedimplett: but... why would he need that reassurance?
RiaCat2002: uhh i dunno
bluedimplett: should i think that is a cute jester?
RiaCat2002: i dunno, i usually don't do a very good job when i talk to guys, so i probly wouldn't be a good interpreter of what he's trying to say
bluedimplett: i know, ur cute anyways
bluedimplett: i love you theta #1
RiaCat2002: it was all awkward when i talked to him
RiaCat2002: i was like "ok....ok...ok....bye"
bluedimplett: LOL
RiaCat2002: ok i'll try to tell u exactly what he said....
RiaCat2002: "hey, i gotta get to a midterm but i just wanted to say 'hi'"
RiaCat2002: i was like "ok"
RiaCat2002: he said, "oh i had lunch with Marcy right now, i thought i needed to tell you"
RiaCat2002: i was like "ok"
bluedimplett: i would of been like "ok" too
RiaCat2002: "i guess i'll just talk to you later"
RiaCat2002: i was like "ok"
RiaCat2002: "bye"
bluedimplett: wierd....
RiaCat2002: i told u it was awkward
RiaCat2002: he came over just as i was saying bye to Raquel (i think her name is)


bluedimplett: i think he wants to play
bluedimplett: im not letting him have it
pretendtobreathe: lol!
bluedimplett: thats right
pretendtobreathe: silly girl
bluedimplett: i think he wants some sort of braggin rights
pretendtobreathe: i see
bluedimplett: ugh!!! i want jess now
bluedimplett: :-)
pretendtobreathe: LOL!
bluedimplett: whata?
pretendtobreathe: you little ho! :-) :-) :-)
bluedimplett: no im not, im just exploring my options
bluedimplett: grrrr..... i need to know if he is gay now
pretendtobreathe: i'll ask him! lol
bluedimplett: you should, but dont make it obviuis, that ur finding out for me, make it subtle
pretendtobreathe: i'll say:
pretendtobreathe: "HEY MARCY THINKS you're gay and wants to fuck you, are you gay?"
pretendtobreathe: lol, jk
bluedimplett: OH MY GOD!!!!
bluedimplett: noooooo
pretendtobreathe: im just teasing dont worry lol

OMG!!! thats all i have to say about this weekend!!!! its was carzy and soo much fun!!! yay!!! and HE called me!

what a crazy,hectic, stressful week!!! OMG!!! and its not over yet... the worst is over (i think).... omg i went to a party last night... had lots of fun being sober (not many were sober, just me, mmy pledge sisters, some pledges from NAK, and like a few DD's) turst me like 3/4's of the room were drunk. oy! anywho, it was fun to watch the drunks espcially the birthyday boy... he definatly got his grove on wtih EVERY female ( i was a victim).. but yeah good times.


im leaving town, illbe back sunday.

bluedimplett: How you doin'? *wink*
keremeo: hey
keremeo: what's up?
bluedimplett: i want you!!!
keremeo: hehehe
bluedimplett: its just that im single again
bluedimplett: and well i want someloving, and i picked you
keremeo: hmmmm
bluedimplett: well?
keremeo: I've always wanted a friend with benefits
bluedimplett: well.... here i am
keremeo: well, i got class early tomorrow
keremeo: so maybe we should meet up at the library
bluedimplett: ok... for reals?
bluedimplett: or re you playing along?
keremeo: nah, I'm just playin
bluedimplett: ur very cute
bluedimplett: i wouldnt mind....
keremeo: hehehe
bluedimplett: nah but for reals.... i did have a small crush on you
bluedimplett: when we first met
keremeo: what what what?
bluedimplett: yes yes yes
keremeo: awww thanks
bluedimplett: im seriuos
bluedimplett: i really had a crush on you
bluedimplett: ur a freaking sweetie pie
bluedimplett: what girl wouldnt want you?
keremeo: nah, nice guys finish last
bluedimplett: well... not with me
bluedimplett: but... im sure.... u dont see me that way
keremeo: I gotta go sweetie pie, but if you need your man fix, look up some frat boy

i think im bad....

i have discovered that this guy is interesting... i like....


bluedimplett: so u think that if you got gf.... you stay true to her?
bluedimplett: tell me the truth
NavyCTM2: if i were deployed, sure. i've never had sex overseas and i've been deployed before and have been to 7 countries. i'm absolutely disgusted at the thought of having a one night stand with some slut or hooker overseas (so many sailors do) not to mention even if you find a sweet girl, foreeign countries ESP third world have VERY high STD rates


NavyCTM2: yummy boobies lol
bluedimplett: LOL
bluedimplett: yeah... i dont know whats sooo facinating about boobies....
NavyCTM2: they're yummy and fun to suck on, lick, bite, pull, nibble, rub, touch, sleep against, lay next to, caress

- Thats the first time a guy has gone into more detail about the wonders of breasts.... i like how he does it in a mature manner... you all may not think that but..... i have heard real bad descriptions before... (i will not go there)

Jerkstore82: does he at least go down on you?
bluedimplett: yeah
bluedimplett: he loves that
Jerkstore82: thats good then
bluedimplett: but... i can only take so much
Jerkstore82: ya, i can only take so many blow jobs
Jerkstore82: wait a sec, what am i talking about!!!


silly people.....