well he we are again..... ha!
Well why am i here? becuase its finals week and i rather not be studying... fuck im so screwed. Anyways... so i had good times nnot studying.... hehe...Mays 21st birthday party was this past saturday... GOOD TIMES... at least that is what i thought. i have to admit that i was plastered... which by the way is the first time... usually im buzzed and not drunk... people think im drunk... but yeah.... Mays party was it. I mean seriuosly.... i didnt have THAT much to drink and i was GONE. I rememeber that at one point the wine i was drinking tasted like water... everything after that had no taste to it. I even ate salsa... and couldnt tell it was spicy.... HAHAHA... yeah... like i said though... i had a great time. People say i was at my happiest... which i was... i dont remember when was the last time i was THAT happy. teehee... i dont remember much... but i know i met a cool guy named Mike. i hope to hang out with him sometime after finals. And i still think its sucky that CERTAIN people didnt go. Oh wells. shit happens. The party was great.. and eveything went well.... I told you May... it would be good you goof! :) I love ya May!
on another note.... i have noticed that i have been listening to Alanis Morrisette again... thats usually a sign that i annoyed with something or someone... hmmm.... who knows... i think i know i just dotn wanna say.... but here is the song that i feel fits me with my current mood :
That I Would Be Good
that I would be good even if i did nothing
that I would be good even if i got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
that i would be fine even even if I went bankrupt
that i would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that i would be great if I was no longer queen
that i would be grand if i was not all knowing
that i would be loved even when i numb myself
that i would be good even when i am overwhelmed
that i would be loved even when i was fuming
that i would be good even if i was clingy
that i would be good even if i lost sanity
that i would be good
whether with or without you
withour without you.... THAT is the question.... FUCK finals!
# posted by Marcy @ 11:35:00 AM
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